A book

If I were going to write a book about my experiences, or about Will's recovery-- what angle would I take?  That you never know how hard something is until you go through it yourself? That we take for granted our health/prosperity-- until the lack of these is staring you in the face day after day for years?

Will interviewed at a PA school a couple of weeks ago. I'm worried we'll get yet another rejection letter instead of the later. This worry is compounded with, we've moved out of my parent's basement and are attempting to short sale my condo.  I don't have any idea what our future holds.  I dream of the day it holds a three to four bedroom home in a good neighborhood -- where my hubby goes to work everyday and I stay home raising our children. The battle for me right now is to keep fear from eating me up. So I think in the book there will be a chapter about the reality of fear, loss and rejection.... but it won't be the theme.

The theme would be about stepping up to the plate an being kind to others--- about never taking your loved ones for granted. It would be about faith in the place of fear--and this lesson would be inspired by my husband who is the front man in this whole experience.  The one who had the stroke, and who never gives up.